[05 Dec 2005|11:18pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | im a fake by the used ] definitly haven't written in a long ass time but here goes about everything why do people change everything fucking changes and everything goes worng whats wrong with the world today why can't god let me be happy i swear no one is ever happy i mean no one the world sucks and so does my life and the people they can eat shit and fucking die and it always seem like people always have to fucking judge me and say shit about my life liek school or what i do aafter gett the fuck off my back n leave me the hell alone who cares if your smarter just leave me alone.people act liek things are bad but who cares were young and we only live once so get over it i miss some of my friends like bethany said i miss what i used to have i mean life was good before anything happened me n roger are in the shitter i feel like i always hurt him but i don't know what to do i don't want to hurt roger because i do love him but ona lighter note eat shit and die 1 comment|post comment

[01 Aug 2005|11:35pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | the fall out boy cd ] well i just got back from texas this saturday it was a great time i missed my family i hardley ever see them so it was nice seeing all of them....right when i got home i went to see rodge n then went n stayed the night ovre bethanys we just chilled n then we went to her uncles n went tubbing GOOD TIMES! Today i woke up went to rogers got my check it was a big one 256 yes!!!!!!!! n then i went n put it in my account cause im gonna be selling my truck soon so if your intrested tell me please lol 93 ford ranger call me but anyways we met steffani nichole n bethany uip there n we went shopping i bought 3 shirts n then i went n took roger home n the girls came over n we chilled waited for linds to ceom over n then we went ot the village got a slurpee n then we went to nochole n chilled then i came home lol n now im here and thats it lol later post comment

[18 Jul 2005|11:43pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | hands down by dashboard confessional ] well i got my check today n it was pretty damn big n i was pretty excited it was 219 fuck yes n its just enough for me to go to texas on friday yeah......so tonight while i was driving home from work n i was staring up at the moon while i was driving the sky was so beuatiful even tho there was not a star in sight it was prolly the most beatiful sight yet this summmer the sky was balck n as so the clouds shadowing the moon it was amazing....summer tends to make me think so much about life and where i will be n the next years that it almost drives me crazy sometiems i just wish i could rewind my life all the way back to middle school just so i could do alot more things right...i know im not the greatest person out there but i do have a open mind n i tend to look around all the many imperfections i tend to have....n i have been thinking abought how quickly things change n such a short time i've went from hanging with a bunch of people down to pretty much like 3 people i guesss i really doesn't bother me as much but my life is great i make pretty goof money at my job n plus im going to texas in like 3 days so yeah im goin 1 comment|post comment

[14 Jul 2005|11:57pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | it feels like today by rascal flatts ] well i decided to get this journal to write down whats been in my head lately....but i have to go to bed cause i have to wake up in like 5 hours for work so yea night n i'll write back on monday cause im going camping this weekend post comment

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